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Textures of Text: Worth the Sacrifice

February 22, 2011 By Sandra Heska King

They had reached the end of their rope.

Steeped in self.

Stuck to stone and stubble.

Deep in depravity.

They stumbled in sin and set nets for others.

Held hostage by habits.

With hearts hardened by a spirit of harlotry.

Without knowledge of God.

And He was about to let them go.

When they go with their flocks and herds to seek the Lord, they will not find him; he has withdrawn himself from them. ~Hosea 5:6 (NIV)

It’s hard to think that God would withdraw.

Or that I couldn’t find Him.

I think sometimes my husband would like to withdraw from me. Especially when I don’t eat. Hunger takes the wheel and drives my behavior.

It’s not pretty.

Sometimes he just needs to get some food in me.

I loved Newhart, that show that revolved around the Vermont inn. I think about Stephanie, their young spoiled housekeeper. So caught up in self.

“Sorry, sorry, sorry,” she’d sing.

Like a child who’s only sorry because they’ve been caught or because of the discipline they face.

No heart in it.

Which is what God wants, of course.

Our hearts.

Undivided.

For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of God rather than burnt offerings. ~Hosea 6:6 (NIV)

Internal.

Not external.

And sometimes we sacrifice the sense of His presence.

Until nothing else satisfies, and we are so famished we MUST eat.

Or die.

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. ~Jeremiah 29:13 (NIV)

Letting go of self.

To seek Him only.

To feed on Him only.

To know Him only.

It’s worth the sacrifice.

But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. ~1 Peter 2:9

Linking to Peter Pollock’s One Word Carnival on Sacrifice.


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  1. S. Etole says

    February 22, 2011 at 3:56 pm

    Beautiful and thought-provoking …

    • Sandra says

      February 23, 2011 at 10:23 pm

      Thank you, Susan.

  2. Anne Lang Bundy says

    February 22, 2011 at 4:08 pm

    Jeremiah 29.13 is my life verse. I love the words you pair it with here:

    Until nothing else satisfies, and we are so famished we MUST eat. Or die.

    Beautiful post, Snady.

    • Sandra says

      February 23, 2011 at 10:24 pm

      I love that verse. So hard to choose one when the whole book is filled with life verses. 😉

  3. Hazel Moon says

    February 22, 2011 at 6:16 pm

    You have penned such beautiful thoughts. I liked what you said about, “And sometimes we sacrifice the sense of His presence. Until nothing else satisfies, and we are so famished we MUST eat. Or die.”
    May we never sacrifice His presence in our lives. “We need thee every hour most gracious Lord.”

    • Sandra says

      February 23, 2011 at 10:25 pm

      Amen, Hazel. Thank you.

  4. seekingpastor says

    February 23, 2011 at 11:14 am

    “It’s worth the sacrifice.” No doubt–100%.

    • Sandra says

      February 23, 2011 at 10:25 pm

      😀

  5. Melinda Lancaster says

    February 23, 2011 at 4:12 pm

    Perfectly stated and so true.

    • Sandra says

      February 23, 2011 at 10:25 pm

      Thanks, friend.

  6. Cris Ferreira says

    February 23, 2011 at 7:07 pm

    “God wants our hearts, undivided”. So true! I pray that we can really do it…
    God bless you, Sandra!

  7. Sandra says

    February 23, 2011 at 10:26 pm

    So good to see you, Cris. Welcome and thanks!

  8. Loni says

    February 24, 2011 at 2:57 pm

    You wrote so much that can be read between the lines that pokes and prods. Thank you for sharing!

    • Sandra says

      February 27, 2011 at 1:14 pm

      Thanks for coming by, Loni!

  9. ML Michaels says

    February 27, 2011 at 9:02 am

    Well Written!

    Thank you!

    • Sandra says

      February 27, 2011 at 1:14 pm

      Thank you. Welcome!

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