Sandra Heska King

daring to open doors

  • Home
  • About
  • DISCLOSURES
    • Amazon Affiliate
    • Book Reviews
  • Published
  • Contact
  • Blog
    • Commit Poetry
    • Dared

31 Days of Coming to Grips with My Age ~ Day 26: When You Fear You Have No Voice

October 26, 2012 By Sandra Heska King

 

I used to sing in a 100-voice choir, though it wasn’t that big when I first joined.

I knew how to read a little bit of music because I’d taken a whole year’s worth of piano lessons. But I didn’t know how to make my voice create the notes.

So I suspect I started to sing by just moving my lips, listening to the others, following their lead, tuned my ears to them.

Eventually, I felt brave enough to “let it rip,” and I still remember one of our members, a singer in her own right, tell me during practice, “You just hit that high A perfectly.”

I’ll never forget it.

And that whole big choir? There were several with strong solo voices. But when all of us gave voice together, melting our songs into one, we crescendoed into a rich wave that must have vibrated heaven’s thrones.

Many of us whisper our way into writing. We cower in corners, hide behind voices, afraid to speak too loud, afraid our words are just noisy gongs.

Afraid we have nothing worthy to say.

Sometimes it takes time to grasp that the same God, the same Voice, speaks to all of us. It takes time to tune ourselves to a voice that’s sometimes muffled but grows louder and louder. That voice tells us to “let it rip,” and so we grow into our voice, age into it. And finally we let our own voice stream from our fingers and join the chorus of other voices.

We own our own voice.

And the voiceless break into song and join the rest to give voice together. Weak without each other. Because together we are rich, and the song is an ageless song, and the words are the Word. And with one tremendous voice we shatter fear and discouragement and despair. We raise the roof of poverty and pain.

With one voice we raise the Voice.

Five Minute Friday

Share this:

  • Click to email a link to a friend (Opens in new window) Email
  • Click to print (Opens in new window) Print
  • Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window) Facebook
  • Click to share on X (Opens in new window) X
  • Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window) Pinterest

Filed Under: 31 days 2012, stories and reflections

Comments

  1. liv4him26 says

    October 26, 2012 at 1:27 pm

    Love this. Fear can be one of the most debilitating things, and sometimes we need that reminder that God calls us to let it rip!

  2. Linda says

    October 26, 2012 at 1:31 pm

    Beautiful – just beautiful.

  3. denise says

    October 26, 2012 at 1:38 pm

    Really like this.

  4. Shelly Miller says

    October 26, 2012 at 1:48 pm

    Love this Sandy, such truth and affirmation here about maturing into our voice and owning it. Thank you, I needed this.

  5. r.elliott says

    October 26, 2012 at 2:22 pm

    This is beautiful…I had this thought…God has such a rich voice…so many tones…so it does take a chorus of voices to sing in His language of Love…blessings as we lift our voices in with one heart~

  6. Nacole says

    October 26, 2012 at 2:25 pm

    Wow, Sandra. I loved this: “Many of us whisper our way into writing.” And this…

    “And the voiceless break into song and join the rest to give voice together.”

    You are describing my journey, what I *wrestle* with, and I know it’s true for so many. This is truth and light today, thank you for that. So glad I came by from FMF and read this. Blessings.

  7. Marilyn Yocum says

    October 26, 2012 at 8:49 pm

    Terrific truth about voice. Have courage enough to whisper and keep whispering until you are finally singing out! Of all the marvelous things that come with age, finding one’s voice is certainly up there with the best of them.

    • Marilyn Yocum says

      October 26, 2012 at 8:50 pm

      …..I hear. 🙂

  8. Sylvia R says

    October 26, 2012 at 10:02 pm

    Amazing post — for anytime, let alone for 5 Minute Friday. Obviously your inner voice had something exquisite to say!

  9. Laura says

    October 26, 2012 at 11:43 pm

    Sing it, girl.

  10. Dea Moore says

    October 28, 2012 at 10:08 am

    God told Hosea (Ch. 14) bring me your words. He was calling his people to confession. When I read this In the Bible, I am reminded how much God puts value on our words—our Voice, in confession or praise. Our voice is the voice he gave us. Doesn’t that compel us to use it to His glory—or as you say “let it rip?” Good word into my life, friend.

    • Marilyn Yocum says

      October 28, 2012 at 1:41 pm

      Love this comment!

  • Email
  • Facebook
  • Flickr
  • Instagram
  • Pinterest
  • RSS
  • Twitter

Meet Sandra

I’m Sandra, a camera-toting, recovering doer who’s learning to be. still. Read more…

Get updates from the stillness by email

Your personal information is safe and will never be shared.

Archives

Categories

Instagram Inspiration

sandraheskaking

“And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final t “And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise.” ~ Philippians 4:8 

#fall #southflorida #hope #thoughts #philippians4 #dayafterelection
“My heart leaps up when I behold A rainbow in th “My heart leaps up when I behold
A rainbow in the sky:
So was it when my life began;
So is it now I am a man;
So be it when I shall grow old,
Or let me die!
The Child is father of the Man;
And I could wish my days to be
Bound each to each by natural piety.” ~ William Wordsworth in “My Heart Leaps Up”

🌈🌈🌈

From my back door and then from the patio. A phone can never capture the true glory of a rainbow. I hope my heart never fails to leap at the wonder of one.
We were monarch parents a couple years back, but o We were monarch parents a couple years back, but our food was not enough to support all our “children.”
🌱
But some were better parents. And next month @tspoetry is celebrating with a garden party. And you are invited. 
🌱

✨ An evening poetry celebration with Dheepa Maturi, Laura Boggess, Jules Jacob, and Sonja Johanson
✨ sign up today: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/year-of-the-monarch-garden-party-tickets-1005650847757
✨
This is called a sweetheart plant. I bought it at This is called a sweetheart plant. I bought it at a farmers market in Ponte Vedra in Feb 2023. And it hasn’t done a thing except not die. I did repot it a few months back just cuz I thought it might need it. A few days ago I noticed it was sprouting a sprout. And today—10 days after having my aortic valve replaced and the day after having a loop recorder inserted—it has UNFURLED!!! A new heart. 🩷
Looking west this morning. “Sometime, enough o Looking west this morning. 

“Sometime, enough of us should plan
to gather and form our own
luminous cloud.” ~ Luci Shaw in “The Weight of Air” (from The Generosity)
Security is on the job. Security is on the job.
So after 13 years of checkups and annual echos, it So after 13 years of checkups and annual echos, it's finally come to this. One week from today I will have my aortic valve replaced. Eeeek! I know it's done all the time--piece of cake. But that's to other people. 😂 Speaking of cake, I've always hoped to blow out 100 candles (at least), and I keep singing this line in my head...

"And my heart will go on and on." Thanks to @celinedion. 💕
Hi! Long time, no post. So… I grew this from a Hi! Long time, no post. So…

I grew this from a pineapple top. We repotted it again over the weekend. Still no fruit, though. Our neighbor has a baby growing on a small plant, though. What’s up with that?

(Also, I do not have a green thumb. Currently the only things still living are this, an avocado, and a little Boston fern.)
We got out here early today, but it was already so We got out here early today, but it was already soooooo hot (later on the"feels like" was 110), and I was just plodding one foot in front of the other wishing I was still in bed. There was not much to see--except the crane family, some blackbirds, a dove. And it was buggy. And a deer fly bit me on the forearm, and it swelled up, and I still have a 1- x 3-inch reddened area. But then... a pink parade.
Just snapped a couple photos of a normal looking s Just snapped a couple photos of a normal looking sky from my back patio with my iPhone! I grew up in Michigan and never saw them before! #northernlights #westboca #southflorida
“So they took branches of palm trees and went ou “So they took branches of palm trees and went out to meet him, crying out, “Hosanna! Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord, even the King of Israel!” ~ John 12:13
🌴
🌴
PALMS

He had a date with them. ~SHK
🌴
🌴
~ Six words I wrote on my blog in 2015 as part of a daily “One Word Less for Lent” series.
🌴
Photo taken in Israel, 2022.
Dressed for success... Dressed for success...
“Sing, hope, to me” ~favorite line from “The “Sing, hope, to me” ~favorite line from “The First Spring Day” by Christina Rossetti via Every Day Poems and @tspoetry in my email this morning. 
❣️
Whole poem (with lots of favorite lines) here:
❣️
https://open.substack.com/pub/everydaypoems/p/the-first-spring-day?r=3acod&utm_medium=ios
❣️
Wild red poppy anemones from our spring trip to Israel in 2022. And, of course, red is the color of hope. 
❣️
#dipintopoetry #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #tweetspeakpoetry #everydaypoems
Sweet baby colts. Just one parent. Apparently the Sweet baby colts. Just one parent. Apparently the other was hit by a car. 😭💔
Bufo serenade AKA the Ballad of the Bufo Bufo serenade AKA the Ballad of the Bufo
South Florida is confused. South Florida is confused.
“Somehow she learns to breathe.” ~ @gyoung9751 “Somehow she learns to breathe.” ~ @gyoung9751 in “The mermaid breathes,” a woven poem from tweets. In my email today from Every Day Poems via @tspoetry.
🌱 
#dipintopoetry #everydaypoems #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #tweetspeakpoetry
"You have what you need / is what the birds sing a "You have what you need / is what the birds sing all morning" ~ Annie Lighthart in "Conditions of Happiness."
🌱
In my email this morning from 
Every Day Poems via @tspoetry.
🌱
#dipintopoetry #poetry #poetrycommunity #everydaypoems #poem #poetsofinstagram #tweetspeakpoetry
If you’ve made it this far, the rest of the week If you’ve made it this far, the rest of the week should be a snap. #wednesday
Stay behind me. I’ll protect you. No worries. So Stay behind me. I’ll protect you. No worries. So will all those shots. Mostly.
🦝
D still has PTSD from the Great Possibly Rabid Raccoon Brouhaha of 2021.
Follow on Instagram

Get the Mug

Embrace the life you have t s poetry mug

Privacy Policy

Full privacy policy is available HERE.

I Read Light

TSP-Red button

bibledude-net



Sponsor a Child

Join the Compassion Blogger Network

[footer_backtotop]

Copyright © 2025 Sandra Heska King · Site by The Willingham Enterprise, LLC on the Genesis Framework by StudioPress · Log in