Five Minute Friday: The Reality of Grief

 

I flip through the pages of Time Magazine until she breezes into the waiting room to invite me back.

“How are you today?” Her eyes sparkle, and the corners crinkle.

I flash a big smile. “Fine. Just fine!”

I climb up into the chair, and she pins the bib around my neck.

She flips on the reflector light, . . . → Read More: Five Minute Friday: The Reality of Grief

Love and Stillness

Be still

and know

I AM.

Know

I AM

and

be still.

Reposting this from the archives because my words have been stilled this week.

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But now thoughts travel.

I remember silence across miles.

A bench seat center.

Knee to . . . → Read More: Love and Stillness

Because it’s My Birthday: Horseshoe Lake (revisited)

I planned to skip today.

I mean, celebrating my birthday with the one who gave me birth being gone now two days shy of only two months just seemed–well, too hard.

I even stripped my birthdate off my Facebook profile so it could pass quietly.

I tried to share my feelings with one family member–perhaps not very . . . → Read More: Because it’s My Birthday: Horseshoe Lake (revisited)

Waiting with Courage

The rain’s shredded the white and left only scraps.

The birds flock to the feeder, smother it.

They dance on bare limbs.

It’s easier to see them in winter.

I suspect a lot of things become more clear in winter.

I’ve got work to do, but I’d rather be here.

In front of the window.

Seeing.

. . . → Read More: Waiting with Courage

The Fragrance of Possibility

 

The world rests white this morning.

A fresh palette waiting to be color splashed.

When spring unleashes all soft and vivid.

There are colors, Jodi commented, that we can’t see. Colors we can’t duplicate. Colors that will never grace a mixer.

Kathleen talks about the excitement of a new box of Crayola crayons, becomes dizzy with the fragrance . . . → Read More: The Fragrance of Possibility

Of Beans and Sawdust and Kitchen Floors

I let go of a piece of perfection.

I wash my kitchen floor.

I don’t know when I last washed it.

How is that letting go of perfection?

Because I tend to let the scrubbing go until I can plant my knees on this mat.

Until I can do it up perfect.

So I tend to . . . → Read More: Of Beans and Sawdust and Kitchen Floors

Your Toothbrush is on Fire!

I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately.

So it was the first thing that popped into my head when I read Lisa-Jo’s word prompt today: awake.

I can’t really do the story justice, though.

What would be best is for me to video my Sissy telling it.

That’s . . . → Read More: Your Toothbrush is on Fire!

First Make the Sounds

The seagull–he no longer screams, “Mine!”

He makes no sound at all.

I can feel the song inside him, but it’s broken.

I squeeze, but he only creaks, and I don’t see a way to fix him.

I can’t find a battery opening.

He’s a bit like me.

My song feels broken, and my words seem to creak.

I need a . . . → Read More: First Make the Sounds

I Want You to Roar

A free-flying heart and mind and fingers for five short minutes.

No second-guessing. No over-thinking. No editing.

For Lisa Jo.

On the word prompt . . .

ROAR!

Ready . . .  set . . .

 

GO!

I want you to roar.

To sink . . . → Read More: I Want You to Roar

Chasing Flickers

 

I see them looking down from their perches.

They’re talking to each other. “There are rumors of black oil, but those cylinders are running on empty.”

I scoop seed from the bin and replenish the feeders.

I’m distracted by a flicker on a nearby branch, so I hurry inside and come back with . . . → Read More: Chasing Flickers